Yuletide 2025 - Dear Author
Hello! I'm kubernetes on AO3. Congratulations on your great taste re: whatever tiny fandom(s) we ended up matching on, and thank you so much for taking the time to write for me!
While I’ve included prompts for each fandom in case they're helpful, please don’t feel constrained to them if they aren’t working for you, or if some other plotbunny really inspires you — I am a firm believer in Optional Details Being Optional and will be excited to read whatever you come up with.
Major spoilers below for all of my requested fandoms. Also: I’m opting into the Interactive Fiction Challenge and Crueltide for all of my fandoms, and I love treats!
Quick fandom navigation links:
Look Outside | Sybil, Jasper
Sunless Sea | Diplomat, Admiral
There is No Antimemetics Division | Marion, Adam
Some general likes:
I love whump and hurt/comfort. Sickfic, caretaking, convalescence, anything where one character is physically and/or mentally messed up and maybe the other tries to help: I’ll be perfectly happy with a fic that isn't about that at all (and indeed some of my prompts/likes don’t lend themselves particularly well to it), but if you enjoy writing it and it happens to fit with the story you want to tell, even just 1 or 2 lines vaguely alluding to it will make my day.
Beyond that, a few things I enjoy:
- Acts of service
- Altered mental states: delirium, intoxication, induced fear, sensory overload / deprivation, memory alteration, mental breakdown...
- Adrenaline crashes (a short-term post-victory collapse, or longer-term burnout + recovery)
- Canon-divergence AUs
- Canon-typical tone/mood (none of these canons are particularly light and fluffy, lol)
- Casefic, action/adventure, mystery
- Characters who "get" each other uncannily well from years of shared history; broccoli test passing; me-and-you-against-the-world
- Dramatic irony; foreshadowing of future events in canon; subtle gut-punch moments
- Difficulty interpreting one's own emotions / bodily sensations (+ maybe partner helps?)
- Expanding on in-universe science/technology
- Fic that Gets Weird With It (if you’re ever worrying “is this fic concept too weird?”: the answer is no)
- Fleshing out gaps in a character’s backstory
- "I need your help, but I can’t explain why & you’ll have to blindly trust me"
- "It’s rotten work / not to me; not if it’s you"
- Learning to live in the aftermath: stories about people rebuilding physically, spiritually, and emotionally
- Messy codependency (platonic & romantic)
- Nonsexual intimacy
- Organizational politics & bureaucracy
- People using logic to deal with a situation / investigate a problem
- Relationship studies
- Resting & decompressing after an Ordeal
- Stoic, hypercompetent, otherwise in-control characters approaching their breaking point
- That thing where a character needs help sitting up and drinking / taking meds / etc
- Unconventional POVs
- Unreliable narrators
Re: my Crueltide signup - I’m perfectly fine with darkfic, graphic violence / body horror, ambiguous / bittersweet / unhappy endings, and requested character death.
Look Outside
Characters: Sybil, Jasper (must include both)
Where to find it: Look Outside is a horror turn-based RPG available for purchase on Steam (playtime approx. 12 hours). For this request, you’ll want to play (or watch) the Promise route, and also at least google the Denial and Unity endings. You can find a Yuletide promo for this canon here (not mine but it's great! And is actually how I first discovered Look Outside.)
This game strikes such a satisfying balance between bizarro eldritch horror and a stubborn throughline of hope - ordinary people taking care of each other through the darkest of times, trying to make the world just a little bit more livable, acknowledging the meaninglessness of human existence in a vast, incomprehensible, uncaring universe & choosing to create their own meaning anyway. And I love how darkly funny it is when it wants to be.
I’m so curious what Jasper and Sybil were to each other: platonic? romantic? a secret codependent third thing? (I ship it, whether as a mutual romance, mutual unresolved pining, or a close friendship with an unrequited crush on Jasper's part. But I’m happy to receive gen as well!) It just gets me that she’s the linchpin at the center of everything — the woman whose curiosity doomed humanity, and whose mind saved it — and he might be the only person who truly knew her.
I love "A is devoted to their goals to the point of self-destruction; B is devoted to A to the point of self-destruction; they fuck around and find out!" dynamics. I love amnesia/mental breakdown plots & weird eldritch science. I like how our interactions with Sybil paint a much different picture than what we hear secondhand, leaving us to puzzle out the truth of who she really is/was. (A summary of how I imagine her pre-apocalypse would be “brilliant, dominating, and complicated”, but I want to hear your take!) And I love how obviously Jasper’s world revolves around her even as he clings to professionalism. He continues her work, even as he’s becoming a monster like she did because of it and it’s kind of her fault, in part because it’s his last connection to her! Possibly it’s the only thing keeping him sane! He uses his last shreds of sanity as he’s warped and tortured into something beyond human comprehension to make sure the world knows her life had meaning!! I need moreeee.
(Edit 10/28/25: So… 2.0 just dropped! And I haven't played it yet, but from the trailer there's apparently some new Jasper and Sybil content that overlaps with some of my prompts. I'll be familiar with 2.0 by work reveals; feel free to incorporate elements of new 2.0 canon or ignore it, as you see fit. Also I love his stupid bathrobe so much.)
(Edit 10/30/25: I’ve added some additional prompts related to 2.0 below under a spoiler cut, because I have now played it (well, I’ve played the new Promise route) and. Holy hell. Oh my god!!)
Click for thoughts and prompts related to the new update (major 2.0 spoilers inside)
I was so blown away by this update, specifically the Promise route. I keep thinking about it randomly and smiling like an idiot; I feel like I just got the novella-length Jasper/Sybil Yuletide fic of my dreams except. It’s canon?? However the flipside of this is that we now have an answer to many of the questions posed by my prompts below. I would love either an expansion on the answers we get in canon, or something that completely ignores them and follows your own pre-2.0 interpretation! But if you want to go with the former, here are some prompts I thought of while playing 2.0:
- 5 things he fixed for her + 1 he couldn't? (or: 1 he didn’t need to?)
- A “Promise” ending continuation (or handwavey fix-it AU). I feel like I got monkey’s paw-ed — here’s an ending where they’re both alive and sane! Except Sybil’s a guilt-riddled recluse, Jasper’s doing kind of a shit job of governing and buckling under the stress, and if she hears his voice she might accidentally end the world. And he’s still sneaking into her house to fix her telescope. ;-; I just want them to be together and happy LOL and I would love a fic that takes at least a few steps in that direction. (Re: the logistics of this prompt — I imagine they’re both inhuman enough at this point so as to be incapable of spreading Unity? Or maybe she was wrong about Unity to begin with? and if Sybil can create person-shaped ambulatory offshoots of herself, I see no reason why the Exalted Four shouldn’t be able to as well?)
- Sybil, ill and halfway through losing her mind, decides she needs to secretly renovate the apartment next door in order to build an illegal planetarium. Jasper, about a quarter of the way through losing his mind and incredibly down bad for Sybil, is on board whether he likes it or not (and probably the one doing most of the legwork, tbh).
- I love the idea 2.0 poses of them being each other’s translators in polite society, on account of her losing her humanity and him being mundanely bad at basic social interaction. How do they make each other better; how do they make each other worse?
- Moderately obsessed with the reveal that Jasper never actually saw the Visitor, and thus that the real cause of his transformation was, presumably, Sybil accidentally gaslighting him into believing that he'd seen it and was transforming as a result.
- Kind of out there, but: would love a fic about Isabelle/River/whatever your Spider Husk ended up naming themself (who I’m counting as Sybil for the purpose of this request) and Jasper. They’re struggling with who they are outside of Sybil and their memories of a life they never lived; he’s struggling with the only remnant of his life partner (that he can still talk to) being her half-baked clone who’s decided to become their own person. IDK I just think there’s something interesting there.
- Put stuff in his chest vagina dentata. no this does not count as a human vagina, for the purpose of navigating my DNW. do it.
Prompts (written pre-2.0):
- If I had to pick one quote from canon that really hooked me on this pairing, it would be Beryl suggesting that it mentally broke Jasper “trying so hard to keep [Sybil] alive, keep her together, as her body and mind betrayed her.” I’d love a whumpy and/or hurt/comfort-y pre-canon fic getting into all that.
- I just find the idea of a spooky cabal of eldritch astronomers hanging out in a suburban Montreal apartment complex so wonderfully charming - very “What We Do in the Shadows”. Anything with them would be awesome. What’s the story of how Sybil first founded the group, and how did she and Jasper know each other before then? How do the group’s dynamics change in the context of her decline and Jasper’s takeover?
- Pre-canon, what do the other apartment residents think of their increasingly monstrous neighbor who seems to be running a cult out of her living room, and her weird boyfriend(?) who they could have sworn they saw dragging a garbage bag of flesh smoothie into the trash room at 3am?
- Maybe a story about their early research efforts to understand and communicate with the Visitor, building up the mystery even as the reader knows the horrible way things have to end… (What unconventional research methods might they have come up with?)
- Sam and Jasper boys’ trip to Apartment 35. Oh hey isn’t it weird that this immovable meat wall just politely opened for us as soon as we added Jasper to our party… surely this is a coincidence that could mean nothing...
- Post-“Perfect Ritual” ending, an amnesiac Sybil is trying to figure out who Jasper was and what he meant to her. Or an AU where somehow they’re both alive and haven’t been raptured by the Visitor: what happens when they find each other again, and how do they build a new life in a post-Visitor world when their minds are half-gone, they barely recognize themselves/each other, and everything they worked for is suddenly irrelevant?
- If you happen to be at all familiar with SCP Foundation or The Magnus Archives, an SCP or TMA fusion AU would be a lot of fun. (As in an AU where the Look Outside characters have always existed in the general setting of SCP or TMA, not the Look Outside cast meeting the main cast of another canon or getting magically isekai'd into another dimension.) Maybe the Visitor is the Eye, or a new Fear about to emerge, and Jasper and Sybil its unwitting avatars? Or they're paramilitary researchers whose office romance goes horribly wrong on account of the Apollyon-class anomaly they've just accidentally discovered? (relatedly - if you're familiar with my TINAD request, you know how weirdly similar these two canons are; an Antimemetics fusion might be cool!)
- I feel like the potential for lovingly intimate body horror with these two is very much part of the appeal. Maybe he sees it as a natural extension of his unconditional devotion to the Venerable Founder (whether or not he actually wants it); maybe she’s unconsciously latching onto the one person she vaguely remembers from her past life, as a comfort thing. Having a building-sized slime mold for a partner is really quite useful when you think about it: wound packing/sealant, restraints, prosthetic limb material, weighted blanket for mid-apocalypse stress relief, etc. Maybe she’s discharging spores and he ends up a host for her new fruiting body? Get funky with it.
DNW:
- explicit on-page sex (fade-to-black and the like is fine; for this fandom specifically, any sort of erotic body horror that doesn’t involve a human penis, vagina, anus, urine/feces, or semen/vaginal ejaculate is fine.)
- commentary on IRL current events within the past 10 years
- Christmas fic
- pregnancy
Sunless Sea
Characters: The Voracious Diplomat, The Dark-Spectacled Admiral (must include both)
Where to find it: Sunless Sea is a horror-steampunk-fantasy RPG available for purchase on Steam (main story playtime approx. 20 hours.)
I wish I could recapture the way I felt playing Sunless Sea for the first time. I love how its writing style makes even very short descriptions feel so immersive and evocative, how it really captures the fragile dread (and wonder!) of exploring a vast, dark unknown where you're always one step away from dooming yourself to some horrible fate. And then the cathartic triumph of taming that unknown, of making hard decisions between terrible options and somehow coming out on top! And then suffering horribly again the second you let your guard down. (I haven't played Skies or Fallen London but am reasonably familiar with their lore.)
The Diplomat is so fun: I love smooth-talking political operators whose allegiances lie in twelve different places at once, I love people getting in over their head trying to exploit Things Man Was Not Meant to Know, I love androgynous characters in general. And I love the Admiral’s deadpan wit, how he puts up a sinister facade because he genuinely believes in London and wants a better future for its people, and to achieve that he has to blend in with all the other players in the Great Game who want to see it ruined for their own ends.
With how little we actually know about them, it’s striking that two of the things we do learn are how much they hate each other (even though, on paper, they’re on the same side) and that they’ve clearly got some sort of long, storied history together, enough to know each other’s taste in chamber music and wine! I like the idea of the two of them being each other’s only real constant in a rapidly changing world — and maybe more attached to each other than either of them would ever admit. (I’m good with either shippy or gen takes on them!)
Prompts:
- Give me allllll the snarky banter and underhanded political machinations and spy stuff and psychological mind games.
- How’d the Diplomat first get in bed with the New Sequence, and how does the Admiral navigate leading an Admiralty controlled by it from the shadows? The Diplomat is one of the only Sequencers we meet who hasn’t been brainwashed by the Dawn Machine; how have they held onto that autonomy, and what if the New Sequence tries to take it away? What actually happens to the Admiral when the Dawn Machine achieves supremacy?
- One of them gets into a spot of trouble; the other has to deal with it. Maybe one of them is taken as a political prisoner and tortured a little bit, or framed for a crime they didn’t commit, or is the target of an assassination attempt; maybe there’s some natural disaster or building collapse or wrong-place-wrong-time Anarchist attack; maybe the Diplomat gets truth serumed, or something goes horribly wrong while the Admiralty is impounding a shipment of red honey. I love begrudging yet subtly fond hurt/comfort.
- Relatedly: the Admiral’s fate in Sunless Skies makes me sad. I’d love an AU where the Diplomat intervenes. Maybe they find him a place in the new government and force him into it. Or they break him out of Piranesi as he’s being remade, and now they’re on the run and stuck with a half-mindbroken Admiral. Or maybe he never flees to the High Wilderness, because the two of them run away together first — where do they go?
- How did the Diplomat lose their eye? (Is it actually lost, or is there some sort of bright-eyed Dawn Machine mess going on underneath that eyepatch?)
- What were the early days of their history with each other like? Was it hate at first sight, or was there ever a time when they had a much more positive relationship than they do now - if so, how'd things go south? Very much here for some permutation of friends (to lovers?) to enemies (who are maybe also still lovers, despite their best efforts...)
- Put them on a boat. Why are they on the boat? A diplomatic visit; a negotiation; they have to travel to the surface together for some reason (and have a bad time, probably); "oh shit we woke up in a room together and have no clue how we got here"? I don't know. But I love the weirdness and terror and strange beauty of the zee and I want an excuse for them to have to get up close and personal with it.
DNW:
- Pronouns other than they/them used for the Diplomat
- explicit on-page sex (fade-to-black and the like is fine)
- commentary on IRL current events within the past 10 years
- Christmas fic
- pregnancy
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There is No Antimemetics Division
Characters: Marion Wheeler, Adam Wheeler (must include both)
Where to find it: There is No Antimemetics Division is a sci-fi/horror web serial novel (approx. 70k words) available for free online here. (Start at "Critical Background Reading" and keep going down the list of links until you get to "Epilogue: Champions of Nothing". For the chapter with an interactive keypad: the code is 55555.) I wrote up a promo post for it last year.
I love this book and I’m so excited to see it traditionally published. It’s a mindbending nonlinear puzzle-box, it’s a pulpy espionage thriller, it’s a buffet of delightfully insane eldritch horror, it’s a star-crossed love story… I love how its fragmented narrative style conveys so much through what’s left unsaid, but also there's just so much left unsaid, and it left me craving fic to fill in the gaps.
Anyways: I love the Wheelers. “Stoic, caustic, brilliant, vaguely traumatized middle-aged woman in a position of power who’s slowly falling apart X guy who would do literally anything for her to the point of also falling apart” is so iddy to me. Given how this book plays with memory and perception, how its unreliable narrators learn over and over that nothing and no-one can be fully trusted, the unspoken, rock-solid trust and devotion between the two of them is so compelling. I love how, despite all the things it’ll never be safe for them to tell each other, they understand each other on such a deep and visceral level. I love their smart snarky banter, and how they’re both unashamedly weird and great at what they do, and their desperate, doomed effort to keep each other safe at all costs, even after they’ve long since forgotten why.
I love when the narrative tosses them at a problem and lets them tick: her thought process as she's untangling mental blindspots while triaging a situation or making a difficult decision, how in a crisis he’s outwardly deadpan and and cracking dumb jokes and uncannily quick (for a civilian) to adapt while internally he's freaking the fuck out. I love the idea of one person repeatedly forgetting parts of their life & their partner remembering the things everyone else forgets, and the dynamic that might create (this being a cosmic horror story, it’s unclear which is worse!). And it kills me that the book spans 20 years of their shared history and yet, outside of their first meeting, we never see them interact on-page while both of them are a) alive and b) fully aware of what they mean to each other.
Prompts:
- What was 2015 actually like for them? Marion’s endless loop of destroying herself for the cause then forgetting it ever happened, even as the scars remain; Adam remembering it all (or not? What if that wasn’t the first time she mindwiped him?) and trying desperately to hold her & their marriage together through the fallout as he starts connecting the dots of what’s really going on…
- Backstory! And/or the quietly tragic unreliable narration of someone who's forgotten much of the life that made them who they are & is unconsciously papering over the gaps. How does someone with no terminal degree from a combat background end up running a research institute; what’s it like being an awkward young musical prodigy who doesn’t get why no one else can see the things he can? How’d she negotiate his initial memory-erasure exemption (& what was the process like from his end)? 5 things they’ve forgotten about each other + 1 they remember?
- I’d love some whump, sickfic, hurt/comfort, etc. exploring the ramifications of all the trauma Marion goes through, & her tendency to work herself into the ground. She’s losing her memories of everything she’s ever loved; she’s destroyed her body with toxic drugs to buy everyone a little more time; she barely sleeps or takes care of herself between the constant nightmares and being on-call 24/7 — God could she use a hug and/or a vacation and/or a 15 hour nap. I loved that bit in "Where Have You Been..." about Adam taking care of her in small ways (so that if she’s hellbent on giving all of herself to the war at least she isn’t doing it alone); "comfort focusing on little hurt because the big hurt is massive and unapproachable" is a great trope. Or maybe she lives, in the end, and it all catches up with her in the aftermath?
- Marion survives “Your Last First Day” (for handwavey reasons - maybe 4987 ate all the excess memories/sensory input?) She’s hurting and trying to figure out WTF just went down, and one of her only leads is that right before the attack she apparently memory-wiped her entire org to erase some random violinist who happens to share her last name…
- More AUs (because I love stories about grappling with the consequences of decisions you made while you thought you wouldn’t have to live with them, and also they deserve nice things): she “beats the universe and comes back to find out why”. Adam becomes WILD LIGHT’s avatar (à la Red); cue Codependent Bodysharing with the Elder God That Used to Be Your Ex-Wife. O5-8 names Marion as his successor. Marion doesn’t figure out the truth in “Where Have You Been…”, doesn’t end up mindwiping Adam, and now they’re living together trying to figure out what happens next. They wake up inexplicably alive post-“Tombstone” and are like… where do we even go from here?
- 4987! I'd love to know more about how it works, or how it went from “wants Marion dead” to “would die for her”, or why it later decides to hitch a ride with Adam instead. Maybe Marion's regimen of making new trivial memories to keep it from eating the important ones? How she first discovered it? 4987’s POV of their relationship might be fun.
- I find the idea of antimemetic-immunity-as-neurodivergence (or, tbh, just reading the Wheelers as some flavor of ND in general) interesting. Growing up with a brain that’s fundamentally wired differently without knowing it… having to manually map out the invisible rules and boundaries everyone else automatically intuits… the romantic thrill of finding someone who Gets It, who processes and communicates like you do, of building a life together accommodating your specific shared brainweirdness… yeah. If you happen to have any neurodivergence thoughts/HCs about these two I’d love to hear them.
- Tell me about their two sons that may or may not exist. Their lifestyle doesn’t seem all that conducive to hands-on parenting, but seems equally nonconducive to, like, having a nanny — what was the family dynamic there? How much did the kids know; were either of them immune like their dad? 3125 is the obvious explanation for their sudden absence, but what if they’re alive somewhere and Marion did to them what she did to Adam? Or what if the kids were just a cover story, a failsafe against prying infovores: in that case, what other aspects of their life might be? (Or, feel free to just ignore the idea that they might have had kids completely if you don’t want to deal with it narratively.)
DNW:
- content from the upcoming tradpub version of TINAD that explicitly contradicts the currently-available self-published version
- explicit on-page sex (fade-to-black and the like is fine)
- commentary on IRL current events within the past 10 years
- Christmas fic
- pregnancy
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